school was boring.
now that i understand that some time you make a choice and there will be no return.
why do ppl could say that she don't really like the person yet still could go out with her?
ya, u did try talk to me but only in message more than face to face.
saying 'we' talking the first step?
but think twice before saying 'we'
you might did and last few day you text me i did think of talking to you the next day and yet something stop it.
ya u did as boon shien talk to me about and he did and i did listen.
but i told him that i wont take the first step to speak up and i did promise him that when u speak to me i will talk more but the problem is never. therefore , i don't care and i don't want any more.
i will never speak first, even if is solve s0? even also wont have much to talk.
it only make each other feel very weird.
even if is settle the thing i feel i told u last few day will still be there.
being with u all is like schoolmates then i be with another ppl also school mates so what the different?
seriously, maybe from sec 1 till now i don't really have a friend.
it seem to be like i have friends but all could say is schoolmates.
people say friends are the one pei you forever not stead?
but i serious think that he did pei me the most.
all go seperate way after school it just like when in school then we wil be together.
Do you think in this way our so called " friendship" will last?
i told u, even if this problem did not happen next year when we go seperate way we no longer schoolmates not friends anymore.
ya even now i want to talk back with u but i will still wont talk first.
maybe now at school i might be loner but it nothing bad if think positive i be able to concentrate on my studies.
okay off to school works

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